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Contact With The Other Side...
Master
Jesus, the Christ Consciousness
Although I was born and raised a
Christian, my personal relationship with Jesus was
nonexistent. I had inadvertently blamed Him for the
hypocrisy and evil I saw in some organized religions. I
secretly thought, "How could the Son of God allow the
atrocities of the Crusades and the Spanish Inquisition?"
The mention of the name of Jesus was offensive to me.
This made me a ripe candidate for false beliefs. In
college I attended a class on the Historical Jesus. The
professor presented a pretty good case for Jesus being a
myth like Santa or the Easter bunny. I left that class
suspecting that he was correct and dismissed the actual
person of Jesus from my realm of possibilities.
 I
continued to meditate, study metaphysics and believe in
God. One night while meditating I saw a familiar face.
It was the face of Jesus just as He appeared in the
famous paintings I had seen in church. He looked at me
objectively with neither a scowl nor a smile. He waited
for me to respond without a word. I figured there was no
point in any kind of deception, as He would see right
through me, so I had been brutally honest. "Well it
looks like I was wrong, huh? I guess you do exist! But
you know my heart and you know I have negative feelings
toward you. If it is important for my spiritual growth
for me to believe in you and follow your ways you will
have to somehow help me to get over my feelings." He
said nothing and was gone. I was so impressed by the way
He handled our interaction. There was no "I told you so"
attitude and no judgment or condemnation. On the other
hand, there was no extended hand of friendship and I
felt that He was respecting my feelings and not pushing
Himself on me. So, I went on with life waiting to see
what would happen.
I began to meet a number of spiritual people who had a
new and different attitude about Jesus. I had not spoken
to my cousin Judy in years. When I heard she had breast
cancer, I called her in support. Instead it was she who
spoke unendingly of the mercy and love of Jesus. I was
so touched. This also brought me closer to her mother,
my Aunt Marie. She showed me true Christianity by
opening up her home and heart to me in my time of need.
When I told her of my vision she promised me that I had
been chosen as His and that He would change my heart.
Through her I saw a small miracle which began to cement
my faith. We were trying to fix a small portable cabinet
that had come apart. The top part had about 30 holes and
the bottom part had 30 dowels. In order for it to be put
back together they would have to be perfectly lined up
which seemed like and impossible feat. Aunt Marie prayed
aloud, "Jesus, you were a carpenter, help us to get this
back together." With that we lifted the cabinet and
gently put it on the base. First attempt, it slid into
position without a dowel out of place. I figure the
chances of that happening are like winning the lottery.
I was next introduced to several local faith healers,
one an Evangelical Born Again and the other closer to
New Age but with a spiritual bent. These women helped
make my connections to spirit and fostered a closer
relationship to Jesus. Slowly over time and after many
psychological and emotional healings, my attitude
towards Jesus softened.
 I
began to ask for my own personal connection to Him.
Sometimes he would come to prayer group or church and
make His presence known to me. I would see Him walking
down the aisle at church, performing a special healing
on an incurable, extending cords of love to the group
members, etc. The being I saw looked similar to the
pictures one sees of Jesus with light brown hair with an
Anglo Saxon look. I wondered if He was appearing, as I
would expect Him to look or as he really looked. Did He
appear this way for my sake so I would recognize Him? So
I decided to ask Him to show me exactly as He looked in
real life. I secretly expected Him to be short and look
like a typical Middle Eastern man with black curly hair.
Shortly thereafter I had a vision of Him. He was wearing
a gray robe that looked a little coarse. He was tall for
the time maybe 5'10" or 6 feet. His face however was
longer, thinner and squarer than the heart shaped,
feminine one of the paintings. His skin was golden and
there were golden highlights in His warm reddish brown
hair. I marveled at how unusual His hair was. I had
never seen anything like it. The golden streaks looked
like real gold. It was so beautiful I was mesmerized.
Then the vision ended. In repeating the story to others
I realized that I had forgotten to notice what color
eyes He had. I was so upset, as my mental picture was
incomplete! Not long after that while meditating I saw
just two beautiful bright blue eyes in front of me. I
wondered why I was seeing that and it suddenly came to
me that He was responding to my request to know the
color of His eyes. He had deleted all the other
wonderful attributes (nose, mouth, etc.) to remove the
distractions. At last my picture was complete!
I began to call on Him in times of need. One night a
negative entity came into my room. It made me very
uncomfortable and I called out for Jesus. Instantly He
appeared to me and the negative entity disappeared. I
began to know that He would always be there for me.
Another night a spirit of a woman who had a lot of
negative energy in life entered my bedroom. I didn't
want her to stay and the firm words flew out of my mind
towards her, "By the power and authority of Jesus of
Nazareth, I command you to leave." Immediately, she left
and has never returned.
My connections with Jesus became more frequent and more
personal. I began seeing Him as my friend and confident.
I knew Him also as my personal healer and the source
from which my healing work emanated. I felt His gentle
and kind touch. One night I had a vision of a simple
clay pot which was identified to me as a vessel. I saw
Him pouring something called "Living Water" into this
vessel as He pronounced, " I will fill you with My Holy
Spirit." How comforting and affirming that vision was!
My spiritual healing continued as I attended both church
and "New Age" prayer group. I found myself going through
some difficult periods where much clearing of negative
energy was going on. One night was special. I felt my
arms being lifted up. My body with arms extended made
the sign of the cross. I suddenly felt extreme pain in
my chest as I arched backwards. Anguish and tears flowed
freely as this went on for what seemed like hours. I
knew that I was experiencing a spiritual death of the
ego or symbolically, a personal crucifixion. Nothing I
could experience would come close to my Lord's pain but,
in my simple way, I was privileged to go through a
similar process. Through the fire of the ordeal, I found
peace, freedom, healing and reconciliation with Jesus.
I asked the Master, "How can I bring about world peace?"
He answered, "By first bringing peace into your own
heart and then sending love and peace out into the
world. Not until every person feels the love of God and
spirit within will there be peace on earth. One soul at
a time; multiplying upon itself."
Today, as a dedicated minister I now preach of His
enormous love and that no matter what your belief system
is or what religion you are, don't allow erroneous or
false beliefs and mistakes you've made in the past to
convince you that you are beyond His help. Jesus loves
you and wants to help you reach your spiritual goals. I
once asked Jesus what advise He would give to those of
us on the spiritual path. He said, "Even little baby
steps will get you to your destination someday. So don't
fear that you aren't progressing as fast as you'd like.
Enjoy the journey for it is blessed!" Send out you
heartfelt desire to Lord Jesus and He will guide you in
your path. Remember He loves you unconditionally with
the purest love that emanates from God.
Conversation with Mother Teresa
 Mother
Teresa: Thank you for mentioning me and my
work so often in your work. You honor me. Bless you.
The earth needs a lot of healing and you and others like
you are meant to do this work. Only love can overcome
the negativity that is the world.
Ellany: How can I best serve God and humanity?
Mother Teresa: God is love and love is all
there is. Therefore all is God. Everything you do from
the mundane to the sublime is serving God for nothing
else exists. So put that worry aside – the worry that
you are not doing enough. Guilt has no place in God’s
world. Continue on your path. You are a blessing to
others and yourself. Remember this and find the peace
you are looking for.
I will be with you through your work. You have a kind
heart for the people you minister to. That is
important-crucial to your soul’s growth.
Ellany: Do you see and talk to Jesus now that you
have gone to the other side?
Mother Teresa: Jesus, my Lord and Master,
is my close friend and confidant. We plan work together
and how to bring about change on earth for the
betterment of mankind and the glory of God. He has a
tender and loving heart and welcomes all into his loving
arms. He can be a great friend and mentor to all.
Ellany: As to your work in India – are you
pleased with how it is progressing?
Mother Teresa: My passing was necessary for
the greater good of all. For the people to take
ownership of the mission and make it their own, I had to
leave this plane. It could not happen any other way.
The work will go on. There will be ups and downs and
human emotions but the work will prevail in the end.
Ellany: Mother Teresa, a personal word for
me?
Continue with what you are doing to benefit mankind. It
will have an impact on the future of the world. Every
prayer, every kind and self-less thought raises the
vibration of the planet. This is how it will be done.
Fear not what the future holds for you, your loved one’s
and the planet. For all is well when you are serving the
Lord.
Mother Mary
 I
am always so touched when Mother Mary (Mother of Jesus)
ministers to a client. She often comes with pink roses
(the symbol of unconditional love) or sends just the
scent to announce herself when I am working with a
client who is either pregnant or having issues
concerning her children. One time, in my “Touched By
Angels” group, several people smelled the strong scent
of roses during a healing service. Imagine how delighted
they were when I reported that Mother Mary was present
and that they received psychic information through their
sense of smell! Mary ministered to many that night
giving much healing to their hearts.
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